sunday-sunday

I love sundays. church in the morning, homecooked food, homework, naps, and football :)
I love every other day in the week. Sometimes I forget how blessed I am. I am at an awesome school, with beautiful people, and working on God's will for my life. I love my life, because HE is in control. Nothing I can do can mess up His plan for me. He has made it attainable as well. I feel like people sometimes forget that God doesn't give us anything we can't handle, and that includes dreams. I've been realizing that, and just loving Him for it.

I love God. I love my life. I love God being in control, and me trusting Him all the way.

TRUST

I'm a dreamer

When I was little I wanted to be Britney Spears. I wanted to be on stage, and dance and sing, but people always told me that wasn't reality. But I always dreamed of the day I would be on stage, with everyone applauding my every move. I can't say my dream has changed much. Granted, I don't want to be Britney Spears, but I do want to be on stage. It's where I feel at home. My motive has changed for God's Glory. The funny thing is, that He believes in my dream, and He has made a path for me. I don't know where it goes, but I know that He has a plan. I'm sick of people dragging me back to down to reality. I don't know how I'm going to support myself, but I know that it will happen. I trust God. I don't understand why that isn't enough for people. Everyone tells me that I should have a back up plan, but isn't that just smacking God in the face? To me that's telling God that you don't trust His plan. And He knows better than any of us, so who are we to tell Him what we're doing with our life? I am willing to go down any path for His Glory. He's telling me that my dreams will bring Him glory. That is why I'm on stage. No other reason.
It gets hard when the people that mean the most to you drag you down, and tell you that your dream is impossible, and that they don't want you to get hurt. I don't want to live in this safe box. I want to break out of it, i'm sick of Christians not GOING. Jesus commanded us to GO! And that means moving. Not just sitting in church. I don't know what is going to happen with my dreams, but I know that God is in the midst of them. No one can bring me down. I will do His will, and keep living for the kingdom.

We must go
live to feed the hungry
stand beside the broken
we must go
stepping forward
keep us from just singing
move us into action
we must go.

fill us up, and send us out.

God bless.